Mental illness

Does exactly what it says on the tin. Some of the nonsense contained herein may be very loosely related to The Sisters of Mercy, but I wouldn't bet your PayPal account on it. In keeping with the internet's general theme nothing written here should be taken as Gospel: over three quarters of it is utter gibberish, and most of the forum's denizens haven't spoken to another human being face-to-face for decades. Don't worry your pretty little heads about it. Above all else, remember this: You don't have to stay forever. I will understand.
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zaltys7
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There are some of you I am sure, that have outstanding weeds,Stuff that I have not fulfilled, for that I am sorry.

wether anyone is listening or not is another matter(i cannot spell very well at the moment)

I have been through a tough time recently, I have to see a doctor once a week.

Its called cognative behavioural psycchotherapy

apparantly I am unwell.

I would like t be a member of this comunity

thanks.

paul
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Izzy HaveMercy
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Not sure what I can say :|

Get well VERY quick, keep up the therapy, and I for one, will burn a candle every day for your well-being...

Respect, Paul.

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Get well, Paul, and don't waste a moment's thought about outstanding weeds.
Some things are just not important when your health is not so good and I think we'd all agree that weeding is definitely one on them.

We would like you to be a member of this fine community too.

Hang in there mate!
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Hey Paul, get well, weeds come a very distant second to your health. Look after yourself.
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I don't think we've spoken since I joined this place (I'm one of those new lot that appear from time to time) but I'll certainly add to wishing you well over this.

I have two friends that have varying degrees of Bipolar disorder and whilst not the same thing as you mention it's made me realise how friends and, as you say, community are two important things whilst dealing with that end of life.

Hope things pan out....

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I don't think we've spoken yet either, but I remember your nickname. And I can only second what Carpathian Psychonaut says about the importance of friends and community.

I hope you get well soon.

All the best,

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First up Paul, I'm real glad you've come back to visit us.
I'm sure you know you have friends here and we are a 'community'. You've had a tough time of it in the past three years. I'll never forget you helping me when I was going through that hospital thing. I'm still struggling along mainly thanks to the good people of Heartland.
They really are a special bunch, so please feel free to vent your spleen, rant and rave or reach out. There's many of us who will be of support.

Now, is there any tunes we can send you? I happen to know of some Belgian combos (two of which may or may not frequent here :innocent:) who are shit hot!

keep the faith
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Just as these nice folks have said - keep in there and shout if we can help!
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Best wishes from me too.

It doesn't matter who you are, or whether you have any kind of illness or not, if you are a decent person you're OK.

You've always seemed like a decent person here.
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Seconded!

There's a light at the end of the tunnel, hang in there.
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Wish you the very best Paul! :|
Don't know you very well but hey; this is HL
and I can remember you used to be present a lot.

Hang in there man!
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I must confess I only remember glimpses of you from my first few weeks on HL. :oops:
But I do hope you get well very soon. 8)
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You've definitely come to the right place for support Paul. A problem shared and all that. If you need anything, just shout, you'll be back on your feet, have no worries about that.
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Weeds are right down there at the bottom of the list of stuff that you should be worrying about, Paul - I'm just happy to see you here :D (hey, we were worried - we care, what can I tell you? :oops: )
Great to have you back - let me know if there's anything I can do, ok?

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thanks
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I'd like to wish you the very best as well, as all the others did before me. Hope you'll get well soon, and don't mind the weeds, there's more important things to take care of now...
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I wondered how you were doing Paul - good to hear from you again. And, as others have said, don't worry about the weeding - thatt's stressful enough on its own without health problems to boot!
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Heartland effect in tow... :notworthy:

Hey Paul,

I remember when mr. Blast was worried about you awhile ago and we brought you back to posting if even slightly.

Always look after yourself first and know that we here within these walls just give support because.

May it all work itself out for you and whatever happens this can always be your haven....strength.

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May I add my best wishes to all those above too.
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zaltys7 wrote:I would like t be a member of this comunity
Well, as I hope this thread has shown, we think you are. ;)
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