DeWinter wrote:
He'd been off his trolley for some time. Even the interviewer in that article claimed his behaviour had become increasingly erratic, bizarre propositions, and five a.m phonecalls. When he thought going incommunicado for a week was a fun idea the others got ticked off and finally went their own way. Admittedly Wayne was fed up of getting no imput as well, which doubtless didn't help matters. Wether Eldo has cleaned up over the years I've no idea, but I can easily believe he was hard to deal with during that period. Even Tony Adams who's his friend walked off claiming he wasn't allowed enough say in things, so that does kind of validate Wayne, and the way he treated Pat validates Wayne saying he can be a complete arsehole to people.
For what it's worth, I've always thought perhaps Eldo is so snitty is because he expected Wayne to fall flat on his face and fail miserably. He didn't, and became pretty successful in his own right. Does rather validate his claim that he had far more to offer than Eldo would allow him to.
Dear DeWinter,
I would like to answer, but what I would want to say goes beyond public discussion, I think. Still, maybe it's better this way.
The very question that annoys me is:
Did Wayne drive Eldritch deliberately and in full awarenss over the line or not? I confess, I think so, and yes, without any evidence or any right. But I just can't get rid of the impression. Sorry for that. Anyway, even if he did, that were more forgivable than not standing by it. Thanks.
Also, this issue has nothing to do with The m*****n and their music. I just don't like what I heard so far, and I didn't take the effort to search for eventual parts I might possibly like. That's all.
And as to Pat, I might perhaps come back to that later. But even without having read that HL post again, I'd say she never said a thing as you suggested. And you leave a bad mark on her by "citing" her in this way. Thanks.
All in all, it's not my business, and I wonder why it touches me to an extent that I feel it necessary, to have certain facts clear. But I've asked myself this question for more than a few years with scapels at my throat as much as with caring touches on my tortured back. And the answer remains the same: it matters to me ...
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... can't change that, only wait 'til it's over, or go on trying to resolve it. Ripping it off, did not work. That much I can tell. Thanks. And sorry to anybody concerned for any inconvenience. I can't but be the one I am.