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Posted: 24 Aug 2003, 10:27
by Serendipityhaven
@Lynchfanatic
huge respect to you for speaking how you feel.
its just as easy to be lonely when in company as it is to be lonely when physically alone too.
just as the smallest act if kindness can mean the world to someone whose surrounded by indifference to their existance;or bombarded with negativity.
Posted: 24 Aug 2003, 12:20
by Big Si
Sexygoth wrote:Thinking...I really need a wee but I can't be arsed!!!!
Just use that pint glass again!
Posted: 24 Aug 2003, 12:37
by Big Si
Lynchfanatic wrote:I now know the reason for why I am so un naturally quiet. When my boyfriend comes home from work, he sits infront of the computer till he goes to bed. If I try to say something, all I get in return is "m hm". If I tell him he sounds uninterested, he says its because he is focusing or reading something on the net or whatever. If I have something to say, I end up just thinking it. And then forgetting it. I mention small things and he does not care, am I really that boring? And if I mention somthing we talked about, he never remembers it. So, I basicly have no one to talk to. The time I get to talk to someone is on the internet. My boyfriend does not even tell about his day on work. So if something funny has happened (which is quite often actually) at his work, I wont hear about it til we are with friends. So when we are with friends, I am so affraid of not being interesting enough, and I talk very low. So instead of talking I just listen in. And if I actually do have something to say I cant get it in to the conversation, cause Im either not loud enough or quick enough. The next subject it being talked about when I get in, and commenting on the last subject kind of just dies. At eventually, I feel I
have to talk, I dont really have anything to say. So I end up saying something stupid. It might keep the talk going for just a couple of minutes, but sort of never goes somewhere. And now I sound pathetic and pooring my heart out. But I have no one to share it with, so I just type it in here. And figures no one actually reads it. But I have gotten it off my chest. I guess I get rusty when it comes to talking to others. So thank you for "listening" to me
Just shout at them hen!
And we're all friends here!
Posted: 25 Aug 2003, 01:25
by Lynchfanatic
Serendipityhaven wrote:@Lynchfanatic
huge respect to you for speaking how you feel.
its just as easy to be lonely when in company as it is to be lonely when physically alone too.
just as the smallest act if kindness can mean the world to someone whose surrounded by indifference to their existance;or bombarded with negativity.
Thank you. Glad someone knows what i mean. I do enjoy being alone sometimes, but not all the time. Loose my self in the world of music. I thought I might be looked down appon for sharing what I am actually thinking. I have some "issues" I should have talked about. But I know for sure I could not share this with my boyfriend. We dont have that kind of connection, I think thats bad. We have been together for 3 years. I dont usually open up to people that well, but here I feel "safe" to do so, sort of. I know that people in here are not that judge mental for being different.
@Big Si.
I do shout.. When I get mad, lol, ears almost falls off
Good
Posted: 25 Aug 2003, 16:07
by Nightspawn
Lynchfanatic wrote:........ But I have no one to share it with, so I just type it in here. And figures no one actually reads it. But I have gotten it off my chest. I guess I get rusty when it comes to talking to others. So thank you for "listening" to me
You dont think the same about me i hope
Even though i dont talk much myself, i listen
Posted: 25 Aug 2003, 19:28
by Serendipityhaven
@Lynchfanatic-
no probs.can relate completely.know how frustrating it can be too not to fell able to communicate with peopleor in situations,or at least seem to be speaking in tongues because what you say or how you say something is misconstrued or misunderstood.sometimes is easier just to keep quiet because its not worth the effort trying to explain all the time.
on a different note-im currently pondering my worsening memory and the meeting im having tonight which may well be a crossraods in the future of myself and family.
oh-and typos too.
Posted: 26 Aug 2003, 00:13
by JansenClone
Does this bootleg cover need more purple?
(Not all questions are important)
Posted: 26 Aug 2003, 09:51
by Big Si
JansenClone wrote:Does this bootleg cover need more purple?
(Not all questions are important)
It's a damn
avatar!
Which gig/gigs is it?
Posted: 26 Aug 2003, 10:36
by Black Dahlia
My head hurts and I want to go home (long weekend of tents, drugs and rock n roll in Margate - dont ask!!)
Posted: 26 Aug 2003, 11:10
by JansenClone
Big Si wrote:JansenClone wrote:Does this bootleg cover need more purple?
(Not all questions are important)
It's a damn
avatar!
Which gig/gigs is it?
Just a compilation thing, left it half finished for months. Sloth is definitely my middle name this summer...
Posted: 26 Aug 2003, 12:33
by Jim
Black Dahlia wrote:My head hurts and I want to go home (long weekend of tents, drugs and rock n roll in Margate - dont ask!!)
You can't tell us not to ask....it's a discussion board. Who was rockin and rollin in Margate?
Posted: 26 Aug 2003, 12:50
by Black Dahlia
Jim wrote:Black Dahlia wrote:My head hurts and I want to go home (long weekend of tents, drugs and rock n roll in Margate - dont ask!!)
You can't tell us not to ask....it's a discussion board. Who was rockin and rollin in Margate?
Put it this way - if you were on the large campsite about 15 minutes drive from Margate , I apologise on behalf of all four occupants of the 1970's brown trailer tent for any disturbance we may have caused......
...... you remember us , we were the only tent with disco lights .....
Posted: 26 Aug 2003, 21:19
by Guest
Damn I was a cute baby. What happened?
Posted: 27 Aug 2003, 01:34
by Lynchfanatic
Nightspawn wrote:Lynchfanatic wrote:........ But I have no one to share it with, so I just type it in here. And figures no one actually reads it. But I have gotten it off my chest. I guess I get rusty when it comes to talking to others. So thank you for "listening" to me
You dont think the same about me i hope
Even though i dont talk much myself, i listen
No no no, you know I feel the closest to you
I feel I cant talk about anything with you. But we live so far apart, so I cant just pop on over. I know when I come and visit you I babble alot, lol. Then I can be boring I know
Just releasing botteled up everyday talk, lol. You are my best friend, and I hope you know that.
I was thinking that you might see this post. But do not worry, I am coping like always
Posted: 27 Aug 2003, 15:20
by Big Si
3O mins 'til I finish my half day at work, then it's off to see the footie
'mon the Hoops!
Posted: 27 Aug 2003, 15:41
by pikkrong
CorpPunk wrote:Damn I was a cute baby. What happened?
you just logged in here
Posted: 27 Aug 2003, 15:53
by Guest
Posted: 27 Aug 2003, 16:40
by Chairman Bux
The reverse happened to me. I got better looking the more I logged in. Seriously.
Posted: 27 Aug 2003, 16:42
by Quiff Boy
Chairman Bux wrote:The reverse happened to me. I got better looking the more I logged in. Seriously.
arf!
Posted: 27 Aug 2003, 17:06
by Guest
Chairman Bux wrote:The reverse happened to me. I got better looking the more I logged in. Seriously.
Hmmmm...something's wrong then...
Posted: 03 Sep 2003, 17:43
by Big Si
Just me and myheartland and no guests again!
Posted: 03 Sep 2003, 17:45
by JansenClone
Big Si wrote:Just me and myheartland and no guests again!
Oi! I'm here!
Posted: 03 Sep 2003, 19:19
by Big Si
JansenClone wrote:Big Si wrote:Just me and myheartland and no guests again!
Oi! I'm here!
No you aint!
Posted: 03 Sep 2003, 19:26
by Mrs RicheyJames
Black Horizon wrote:How the **** will I be able to find 2 WGW tickets?
http://www.wgw.topmum.co.uk/wgw.cgi?sel ... ip=Tickets
Posted: 03 Sep 2003, 20:00
by Big Si