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oh Sabine! also sorry i missed this and holy crap what a nightmare for you! f**k cancer!
i hope you have gained your strength back and your body has got used to the new you.
look after yourself and stay positive that this is now all over. sending you hugs xxx

CPOB norovirus f*cking up my plans for the weekend just gone.

sziamiau wrote: ↑09 Jan 2023, 11:41 I totally missed all this Sabine! I am so sorry but happy you got through the surgery and all. yes please eat and gain all your energy back. Also let us know if we can do anything from here, if you need anything you know. We are not that far from you. many many hugs!

MadameButterfly wrote: ↑22 Jan 2023, 22:32 oh Sabine! also sorry i missed this and holy crap what a nightmare for you! f**k cancer!
i hope you have gained your strength back and your body has got used to the new you.
look after yourself and stay positive that this is now all over. sending you hugs xxx

Thank you both for your love and hugs and good energies and everything... ...
of course, I catch all complications possible, but hell, I just can't look down ...



@markfiend
oh my, noro virus ... wishing you a soon end of the worst it usually brings ... and of course, that you get rid of the beast in no time at best ... ...

I'm so sorry, I missed this as well. I'm thinking of you and sending love and light xx

Being645 wrote: ↑24 Jan 2023, 21:03 @markfiend
oh my, noro virus ... wishing you a soon end of the worst it usually brings ... and of course, that you get rid of the beast in no time at best ... ...

You're very kind. Thank you.

I'm back (mostly) to my usual self.

Yet another dead friend. RIP Robbie Rainbow! You taught me so much, whilst knowing so little!

Now, out of competition I guess, neither the f**king X-Twitter nor f***book can be accessed without creating an account ... phh ...

At least it's lovely to see them ruin each other and themselves ... foreseeable anyway, and hell, about time ...

Being645 wrote: ↑24 Jul 2023, 13:30 and hell, about time ...

The good thing is that Josef Starlink had the Twitter policy changed, so that I could lock in and administrate my account again after a Nazi mob had locked me out through a reporting-mob. I finally was enabled to delete my account with this shotshow Twitter had been for several years already.
I predict the revival of news feeds once business idiocy has ruined it for good.
Let's hope idiot Musk's putting an end to modern astronomy by f*cking up most observations through flying space-wifi-routers through the field of view of all kinds of observatories won't blind us to potential earth impactor asteroids.
There definitely are people who are too rich for them to be safe for mankind nowadays.

And a happy hello to all! Yes, I am alive.
@MadameButterfly Goodness, Debs! You really are getting tested for resilience! The good thing is that you are this strong to cope with the s**t, the bad thing is that such tests still fück up your time.
(It feels like yesterday when your boy hijacked your computer when you were afk for a minute during one of our chats way back when, just to tell me that he hates me. )
Something I've learned while I was away is that there probably is no force of nature quite like girl power. The thanks for that insight go to Vanessa Ruck!
…and you, Debs: …and Sinnie:
…and, never mind the beef, you are delivering a show of strength, too, Sabine:

eotunun wrote: ↑28 Jul 2023, 07:53 And a happy hello to all! Yes, I am alive.
@MadameButterfly Goodness, Debs! You really are getting tested for resilience! The good thing is that you are this strong to cope with the s**t, the bad thing is that such tests still fück up your time.
(It feels like yesterday when your boy hijacked your computer when you were afk for a minute during one of our chats way back when, just to tell me that he hates me. )
Something I've learned while I was away is that there probably is no force of nature quite like girl power. The thanks for that insight go to Vanessa Ruck!
…and you, Debs: …and Sinnie:
…and, never mind the beef, you are delivering a show of strength, too, Sabine:

why hello! had to check back in this thread but then realised we read HL the same way the fuckup about time is you can't control it and have to just learn to ride it! the boy has had a ride from here to there but has taken the help he needed as well as the meds the doctors the whole system and with us as parents just there for him has given him peace and security...like mothers do.

the rest of your loving post are of us that have said fucktocancer and have won! yeah it's matter over mind and we just win!

awesome to see you back again and welcome back

Well that's a sh!tty way to get to mid-week.
RIP Steve Albini

Absolutely. So sad!

Was listening to this today and reminded that Bazooka Joe is a phenomenal track



Genius producer who's fingerprint is across huge amounts of my record collection, and across popular and unpopular culture...

RIP Steve

Hang with me joe, hang with me joe, you don’t have to be alone joe

Absolutely without parallel the loudest and most violent gig I ever ‘barely’ survived

Rip you mad genius

Deep Six is a similarly bangin' track.

as easy sailing through life has been the last few months with more peace at home at last, there is always that wave that causes the boat to rock again... after going to the doctor with a list, looks like my skin cancer has popped up again in two places which will be removed beginning of next month.
crikey more scars to look forward to...

oh no, Debs. Sending so many hugs...

MadameButterfly wrote: ↑07 Aug 2024, 14:57 as easy sailing through life has been the last few months with more peace at home at last, there is always that wave that causes the boat to rock again... after going to the doctor with a list, looks like my skin cancer has popped up again in two places which will be removed beginning of next month.
crikey more scars to look forward to...

Oh well, so welcome on board, Debs ... ... you go kick out the mess again and for good ... ... ...

Anyway, I'm sending loads of hugs and good energies from here to you to make a swift and smooth recovery!!! ...

And never forget - ultimately, nothing can deface a beautiful soul ... ...

MadameButterfly wrote: ↑07 Aug 2024, 14:57 as easy sailing through life has been the last few months with more peace at home at last, there is always that wave that causes the boat to rock again... after going to the doctor with a list, looks like my skin cancer has popped up again in two places which will be removed beginning of next month.
crikey more scars to look forward to...

Ah shiatsticks!
Sorry to hear that Debs
Fingers crossed the removal goes well

MadameButterfly wrote: ↑07 Aug 2024, 14:57 as easy sailing through life has been the last few months with more peace at home at last, there is always that wave that causes the boat to rock again... after going to the doctor with a list, looks like my skin cancer has popped up again in two places which will be removed beginning of next month.
crikey more scars to look forward to...

i know its horrible & worrying but at least you have caught it early sweetheart. hope it all goes smoothly xx

@emilystrange
@Being645
@Pista
@eastmidswhizzkid
thank you beautiful people for the hugs, positive vibes and seriously lovely words you are proof of the HL effect in tough times but it worked, the cancer has been cut out and all is clear for the time being anyway
the spot on my leg above the knee area is a much longer scar than i was expecting and got quite a fright when i saw how long it has been cut. wednesday i had the upper stiches taken out but by this time the wound was already red and swollen as apparently my body heals quicker than the average body and being a smoker *i had quit for 6 mouths prior to but then was weak and can't do without my herb started again but hey ho good news.
the wound on my colar bone was cut nicely is looking much better.
all will need more time to properly heal but at least it's done for now.
was thinking of James Blast the other day and how he used to say people needed a stabbing....
well dear friend hope you are having a good old chuckle up there cause your Mad Mental Bat definitely got her stabbing it"s exactly what it looks like!

MadameButterfly wrote: ↑20 Sep 2024, 22:30 @emilystrange
@Being645
@Pista
@eastmidswhizzkid
thank you beautiful people for the hugs, positive vibes and seriously lovely words you are proof of the HL effect in tough times but it worked, the cancer has been cut out and all is clear for the time being anyway
the spot on my leg above the knee area is a much longer scar than i was expecting and got quite a fright when i saw how long it has been cut. wednesday i had the upper stiches taken out but by this time the wound was already red and swollen as apparently my body heals quicker than the average body and being a smoker *i had quit for 6 mouths prior to but then was weak and can't do without my herb started again but hey ho good news.
the wound on my colar bone was cut nicely is looking much better.
all will need more time to properly heal but at least it's done for now.
was thinking of James Blast the other day and how he used to say people needed a stabbing....
well dear friend hope you are having a good old chuckle up there cause your Mad Mental Bat definitely got her stabbing it"s exactly what it looks like!

Glad you're doing a bit better and i wish you a speedy recovery x

MadameButterfly wrote: ↑20 Sep 2024, 22:30 @emilystrange
@Being645
@Pista
@eastmidswhizzkid
thank you beautiful people for the hugs, positive vibes and seriously lovely words you are proof of the HL effect in tough times but it worked, the cancer has been cut out and all is clear for the time being anyway
the spot on my leg above the knee area is a much longer scar than i was expecting and got quite a fright when i saw how long it has been cut. wednesday i had the upper stiches taken out but by this time the wound was already red and swollen as apparently my body heals quicker than the average body and being a smoker *i had quit for 6 mouths prior to but then was weak and can't do without my herb started again but hey ho good news.
the wound on my colar bone was cut nicely is looking much better.
all will need more time to properly heal but at least it's done for now.
was thinking of James Blast the other day and how he used to say people needed a stabbing....
well dear friend hope you are having a good old chuckle up there cause your Mad Mental Bat definitely got her stabbing it"s exactly what it looks like!

The big C should know better than to pick a fight with you Debs

Ah Debs, you've done it ... ... soo good to hear that the mess is eradicated now and hopefully for good... ...

Yeah, it might take some time to recreate and regain full strength physically, but you're back on the rise after that stabbing ... ...

So more hugs from here and best for a time as easy as can be and without any further replaps coming to you ... ...

MadameButterfly wrote: ↑20 Sep 2024, 22:30 @emilystrange
@Being645
@Pista
@eastmidswhizzkid
thank you beautiful people for the hugs, positive vibes and seriously lovely words you are proof of the HL effect in tough times but it worked, the cancer has been cut out and all is clear for the time being anyway
the spot on my leg above the knee area is a much longer scar than i was expecting and got quite a fright when i saw how long it has been cut. wednesday i had the upper stiches taken out but by this time the wound was already red and swollen as apparently my body heals quicker than the average body and being a smoker *i had quit for 6 mouths prior to but then was weak and can't do without my herb started again but hey ho good news.
the wound on my colar bone was cut nicely is looking much better.
all will need more time to properly heal but at least it's done for now.
was thinking of James Blast the other day and how he used to say people needed a stabbing....
well dear friend hope you are having a good old chuckle up there cause your Mad Mental Bat definitely got her stabbing it"s exactly what it looks like!

great news sweetheart really glad to hear youre on the mend. big love xx

LyanvisAberrant wrote: ↑21 Sep 2024, 10:26 Glad you're doing a bit better and i wish you a speedy recovery x

thank you!
@Pista
when will it learn it's lesson?
@Being645
thank you again Sabine, doing my best to keep up the recovery although it is looking better day after day. just something i'm going to have to watch my body for changes in the coming years and when or if it flares up again know what to do.
@eastmidswhizzkid
thank you Lee big love back x