Heartland

I'm not the typical person who have an easy time talking about private things in public but now I feel the need to write down some thoughts to ease my mind.

About five hours ago I walked in to my mothers apartment to pay her a quick visit only to find her laying dead on the couch.
My mother was 69 years old and pretty spirited for her age.
Just like other lady's in her age she had her ailments but nothing she couldn't handle so this came to a big surprise for us all.
At least the doctor said she seems to have passed away quickly and by the looks of it didn't feel any pain, probably something heart related.

I was always very close to my mother and we spent a lot of time together and we were often more like best friends then had a regular mother-son relationship.
We use to watch sports together, she loved football.
She even had a good taste in music most times and made me download everything from Leonard Cohen to Bob Marley and burn to CD for her.
I will always have all these great memories of her and they will live on forever.
I wish I just could have been given the chance to say goodbye.


So to my beloved mother, Eva. You will be missed like no other, I will love you always.

RIP

My condolences, Nic. We're going through much the same for the last few months. It never gets better, but it does get easier.

You got to be strong now mate,i ve been there, i know how it is,my condolences...

OMG!

Sorry to hear that Nic.

RIP indeed.

Take your time fella. You have friends here.

We do not really know each other, but my condoleances as well in these difficult times.

My condolences Nic. Take care of yourself.

Oh Nic, so so sorry for you.

Lots of strength and love in this very difficult time.

RIP Eva.

Sorry for your loss Nic, mammies are great and yours sounds like she was a smasher.

Take Care xxx

weebleswobble wrote:Sorry for your loss Nic, mammies are great and yours sounds like she was a smasher.

Take Care xxx

Not much else I can add is there?
Take care man.

You and your mother will be in our thoughts.

Such sad news, I wish you well.
Keep the memories!

Dude...

Sorry for your loss Nic. I too lost someone close recently but having the memories keeps them alive forever.
My condolences to you and your family x

Oh man I'm sorry to hear that. You hang in there.

Sorry for your loss.

My thoughts are with you.
Condolencies.

... sad news and so all of a sudden ...

makes one's whole world change from one second to the next
leaving a large and silent gap ... ...

I'm sorry for you loss. There's now way but getting used to it and keep
the memory of the nice person your mother was ... my condolences ...

I am very sorry for your loss

thoughts with you

very very sorry for you loss. hang in there

I'm sorry to hear that, Nic... my thoughts are with you...

Really sorry to hear this Nic, life can be so unpredictable and unfair..

..men hon kommer alltid finnas med dig..

sorry to hear so Nic.

I'm sorry to hear this. As so many others, my thoughts are with you and your family.

Just as the others have said, my thoughts are with you and your family.