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What they all said Derek. Sorry man. :(
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been to the hospital for tests..for one issue I am all ok for the other..not so much. I kinda felt it already..more test before decisions can be made
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Had a tooth pulled and gone back to work


FFS :lol:
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sziamiau wrote:been to the hospital for tests..for one issue I am all ok for the other..not so much. I kinda felt it already..more test before decisions can be made
Hey! This went by a bit unnoticed... :|

Hope all's well... :(

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Oh yes, sorry to hear that ... :eek: :( ...

Best wishes from here!!!
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thanks a lot guys. it helps me to finally rethink my working schedule and possibly set my priorities great. hopefully nothing too serious and I decided next year will be awesome it has to be. 2010 sucked major balls. sorry for the lang
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sziamiau wrote:thanks a lot guys. it helps me to finally rethink my working schedule and possibly set my priorities great. hopefully nothing too serious and I decided next year will be awesome it has to be. 2010 sucked major balls. sorry for the lang
Aye, everyone I know has had an incredibly s**t year compared to me, and mine ain't been that fantastic either :roll:
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A faculty lecturer today admitted the decision to group four to six deadlines for submissions in the same week was not the greatest one ever made.

What a way to split our attention. And before anyone harps on about 'lazy students', let me point out that my degree - Journalism - is one of the few that permits students to carry out the duties of a fully qualified graduate. So we are expected to do real honest reporting at the same level as any employed journalist.

What editor would have you covering a variety of stories all at once?!

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timsinister wrote:we are expected to do real honest reporting
I see the problem
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Big Si wrote:
sziamiau wrote:thanks a lot guys. it helps me to finally rethink my working schedule and possibly set my priorities great. hopefully nothing too serious and I decided next year will be awesome it has to be. 2010 sucked major balls. sorry for the lang
Aye, everyone I know has had an incredibly s**t year compared to me, and mine ain't been that fantastic either :roll:
I SO do agree...

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MadameButterfly wrote:When something happens in life that should be such an amazing event of celebration, and it's only caused stress and unwanted feelings it makes me depressed. I'm trying to stay objective, but it's not possible anymore.

i'm going to be an aunty for the first time but it looks like my sister is going to be a single mum
wow! an update since May 26th 2010...

something that ying-yangs itself! my stunning beautiful very pregnant sister is going to have her baby girl ... Micayla-Leigh sometime between end of November, beginning first week of December.
she is still that single mum and looking like a gorgeous pregnant goddess and the reason for my holiday going home soon for five weeks. it's all baby and niece wonders that i'm over the moon about and so is she.
i don't think i've been this excited about the whole event since i was a kid looking forward to xmas which is ridiculous if you ask me now.... but you know what i mean.

one thing is for sure, i'm so proud of my sis coming through this all alone but with the support of friends and family...

and i'm going to be an aunty for the first time!!! whoohooo....

:D :D :D
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aye, great...
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MadameButterfly wrote:
MadameButterfly wrote:When something happens in life that should be such an amazing event of celebration, and it's only caused stress and unwanted feelings it makes me depressed. I'm trying to stay objective, but it's not possible anymore.

i'm going to be an aunty for the first time but it looks like my sister is going to be a single mum
wow! an update since May 26th 2010...

something that ying-yangs itself! my stunning beautiful very pregnant sister is going to have her baby girl ... Micayla-Leigh sometime between end of November, beginning first week of December.
she is still that single mum and looking like a gorgeous pregnant goddess and the reason for my holiday going home soon for five weeks. it's all baby and niece wonders that i'm over the moon about and so is she.
i don't think i've been this excited about the whole event since i was a kid looking forward to xmas which is ridiculous if you ask me now.... but you know what i mean.

one thing is for sure, i'm so proud of my sis coming through this all alone but with the support of friends and family...

and i'm going to be an aunty for the first time!!! whoohooo....

:D :D :D

Wrong thread maybe?
:?: :?:
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you obviously have no idea of the impact of my arrival in the southern hemisphere of friends and family after three years...

i'll step in and whirlwind for five weeks!

at your age you wouldn't handle it...so watch *this space* for total depression on your part from my fun side later...

ha!
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A wee lassie Debs, a f**king nightmare!! :lol: :kiss:
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Pista wrote:
MadameButterfly wrote:
MadameButterfly wrote:When something happens in life that should be such an amazing event of celebration, and it's only caused stress and unwanted feelings it makes me depressed. I'm trying to stay objective, but it's not possible anymore.

i'm going to be an aunty for the first time but it looks like my sister is going to be a single mum
wow! an update since May 26th 2010...

something that ying-yangs itself! my stunning beautiful very pregnant sister is going to have her baby girl ... Micayla-Leigh sometime between end of November, beginning first week of December.
she is still that single mum and looking like a gorgeous pregnant goddess and the reason for my holiday going home soon for five weeks. it's all baby and niece wonders that i'm over the moon about and so is she.
i don't think i've been this excited about the whole event since i was a kid looking forward to xmas which is ridiculous if you ask me now.... but you know what i mean.

one thing is for sure, i'm so proud of my sis coming through this all alone but with the support of friends and family...

and i'm going to be an aunty for the first time!!! whoohooo....

:D :D :D

Wrong thread maybe?
:?: :?:
no not really when you read the first part of my post...

how more depressing for a woman who falls pregnant from a guy who doesn't want a relationship. pure fate as said woman was on the pill. then said father said no no no to a pregnancy that a woman said fuckyou yes yes yes and then the rest of the coming months of woman going through with it without partner, who financially she didn't need but who emotionally said f**k off i don't want it. she did want it, so did i so did granny so did the rest of the family.

what is more depressing than men shagging women using no protection, that of course is the woman's responsibility??? and then when a fuckhead wants to abort a child due to not wanting a relationship when some people willl pay to adopt a child .... where does that not get depressing?
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weebleswobble wrote:A wee lassie Debs, a f**king nightmare!! :lol: :kiss:
we all know that by now... :twisted: :lol: :notworthy: :kiss:
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Feeling sad. Really sad.

I wish people would stop slagging me off from a massive distance as if I was some kind of one-dimensional public figure to be hated and scorned. I'm not - I'm a real human being with actual feelings.

Why does being passionate, having an opinion and wanting get involved with the things that I love make me a bad person? I've always tried to get on with people and I rarely snipe or try and make people feel bad.

Also, just because I like to discuss things doesn't mean I'm arrogant. Just because I'm interested in swapping points of view doesn't mean I think I know it all. Why the f**k to people seem to think I need to be brought down a peg all the time?

Most of the time I can take it, I really can - but when one of my idols decides to start digging even though I've done nothing to him (or even spoken to him other than a few soppy fan letters when I was f**king SEVENTEEN) it just makes me want to give up and f**k off.



I'm beginning to just want to run away.
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. 2010 sucked major balls. sorry for the lang
Couldn't have put it better...

Feeling sad. Really sad.

I wish people would stop slagging me off from a massive distance as if I was some kind of one-dimensional public figure to be hated and scorned. I'm not - I'm a real human being with actual feelings.

Why does being passionate, having an opinion and wanting get involved with the things that I love make me a bad person? I've always tried to get on with people and I rarely snipe or try and make people feel bad.

Also, just because I like to discuss things doesn't mean I'm arrogant. Just because I'm interested in swapping points of view doesn't mean I think I know it all. Why the f**k to people seem to think I need to be brought down a peg all the time?

Most of the time I can take it, I really can - but when one of my idols decides to start digging even though I've done nothing to him (or even spoken to him other than a few soppy fan letters when I was f**king SEVENTEEN) it just makes me want to give up and f**k off.



I'm beginning to just want to run away.
It saddens me to hear this. Please hang in there, running is never the solution. You'll come out stronger.
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Maisey wrote:Feeling sad. Really sad.

Why the f**k to people seem to think I need to be brought down a peg all the time?
... mostly, in order to get rid of a potential competitor of whatever kind ... :roll: ...

Every employer knows that steady frustration makes employees feel s**t and
uncapable of anything, not to mention asking for a higher wage or even a better position ...

Go on with your things, Maisey! It's you ... and your life. You've got only one. And - they know, so you should not forget ...
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That sounds fūcked up Maisey. :| Don't let the bastards grind you down. It's too easy for people to forget there's a real person behind the words they see on screen...

Debs with a family like you supporting her I'm sure your sister will be fine. :kiss:
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Fuck 'em Maisey (and no not that way) , then send them round tae see me.
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I'm a bit :( 'cos in a weeks' time I'll have to get on an aeroplane and fly to Spain for a week - just in time to miss the forecast sleet and snow...
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Norman Hunter wrote:I'm a bit :( 'cos in a weeks' time I'll have to get on an aeroplane and fly to Spain for a week - just in time to miss the forecast sleet and snow...
getitwrappedrightroundyae

and enjoy the airport :wink: :innocent:
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Maisey wrote:Feeling sad. Really sad.

I wish people would stop slagging me off from a massive distance as if I was some kind of one-dimensional public figure to be hated and scorned. I'm not - I'm a real human being with actual feelings.

Why does being passionate, having an opinion and wanting get involved with the things that I love make me a bad person? I've always tried to get on with people and I rarely snipe or try and make people feel bad.

Also, just because I like to discuss things doesn't mean I'm arrogant. Just because I'm interested in swapping points of view doesn't mean I think I know it all. Why the f**k to people seem to think I need to be brought down a peg all the time?

Most of the time I can take it, I really can - but when one of my idols decides to start digging even though I've done nothing to him (or even spoken to him other than a few soppy fan letters when I was f**king SEVENTEEN) it just makes me want to give up and f**k off.



I'm beginning to just want to run away.
In short? Because it's Autumn. People get irritated.

In the long run? O tempora o mores sadly enough. People want to force an opinion they really don't want your view on the matter, I feel that as well.

I often find I just don't bother anymore if someone wants to explain to me what music is all about for example, often by people younger than me.

I'm a musician for almost 30 years now, I don't have the Book of Knowledge on the matter, but if you ask me a question you are not going to like the answers on, just feck off and bother another famous person! ;D

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